Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Norway!!

First, I should say I apologize. I almost never blog about what I am doing except for very extreme life-changing moments or random posts. I will try to fix that now :)

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I am in Norway!! Or, Norge, as it is said here. Specifically, I am on the west side of Oslo, in Kampen. The hotel is very nice, and surprisingly cheap: 62 € per night! And, I have my friend/photographer Morgan with me :)

So, why are we in Norway? The only reason that I travel, aside from family and friends: modeling! There is a high-class designer nearby who wanted a model to show off his work to clients in the area. I am here with two other models from my agency, as well as 5 other models from other areas. And, the designer must be very popular because he is paying all of us very well. Well, paying our agencies very well. We models will still get a fair amount, at least the ones from my agency. I have no idea how to pronounce, or even write, the designer's name, otherwise I would look him up. 


I wish I could show you pictures from the shoots, but I was told that I could lose my job if I 'leaked' them. I could show you some pictures of the area, but I would rather wait until I have more pictures to do that. 


I am staying in Norway for two weeks. The actual job was supposed to end today, but there is another half-day of shooting tomorrow because some of the outfits did not fit properly. One of the ones I wore was too tight around my hips, so instead of tailoring it the designer decided to cut slits in the sides. It was a very cool, comfortable, and radical move, but it worked perfectly!


This has so far been the longest shoot I have ever done, though. We have averaged twelve hours a day, now on day four. I am very tired. I really think that over the weekend I am just going to sleep... haha


Oh! Also, I recently found audio from an interview I did a few years ago. I need to clean up the audio (it is very noisy and the volumes are incorrect), but I think I will upload it soon so that you can actually hear what I sound like (if you do not know)!


Laska!

~V

*Edited by Morgan Thomas*

Saturday, June 1, 2013

Bojar...

Some of you have been asking why I have been acting strangely and not being online lately. To thank you for your concern, here is what happened (written by Morgan Thomas because I am unable to make sense while writing right now):

Yesterday morning I woke up to Turbo and Sonic (two of my dogs) barking for food as they always do. Normally my third dog Bojar is with them, and I was confused why he was not there. I got up and went to the kitchen, and glanced over and saw Bojar in his bed, still asleep. I went over to try to wake him up, and he was completely motionless.

He was 10 and a half years old when he passed away, and has been the best friend I have ever had since I was 11. I watched him grow from a puppy, and he even moved to the Czech Republic with me. This is the most sad and disheartening thing that has happened to me in years; I feel like I have lost part of myself.

As some of you know, I have to take daily medication for Depression. This event has pushed me over my limit, and all I feel like I can do is be broken and weak. I can't stop thinking about every memory I ever had with Bojar at my side, and now I've just been staring at his body wishing that he were still alive. I also tend to avoid any kind of communication with anyone.

Again, I thank you for your concerns. I will do what I can to be strong, but admittedly this may take weeks for me to get over, if not longer. I may not be available for a while, so please, if you want to tell me anything, direct it to Morgan for now.

Smutecni,
~V

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

NSFW: Sex

Hi guys!

So in my last blog post I told you that I was going to answer sex and sexual questions you had for me. I have gotten a lot of questions on Facebook, instant messages, email, and in person about sex and me, so I thought I would answer some of them.

To start, I know that in an earlier post I said that I have been deathly afraid of sex since 16 and almost never do it. I probably should have been more specific, as I was talking about straight vaginal sex, not anything else. To be honest I am actually fairly active sexually, but that will be expanded later on. Now, on to the questions! Oh, and because I know some of you will not believe some of my answers, I will tell you this now: I am being completely, 100% honest. When it comes to sex, I am a mega-weirdo.

Q: What do you consider sex?
A: I see it as any sort of sexual activity involving genitalia. However, things like kissing, hugging, and cuddling are not.

Q: What is your favorite position?
A: I get this so many times it is not even funny. Normally I jokingly say 'anything', but really I actually do not really know if it has a word, at least in English. I also do not really know how to describe it.

Q: How often do you have sex?
A: if we include masturbation, every day. If not, MAYBE once every few months.

Q: Girls or boys?
A: both :) They each have something different to offer!

Q: Why do you like sex so much?
A: Aside from the incredible health and mental benefits? It is fun and is the source of life :)

Q: What is your favorite fetish?
A: The better question is what fetish do I hate, because that is a much shorter list. Anything with severe pain and exploiting people I really wish did not exist. But, I know that this industry is all about pleasure, so I guess if that works it has to be.

Q: What do you think of masterbation?
A: I do not know if I could live without it.

Q: Ever make a sex tape?
A: NO. Never!

Q: Where do you watch porn?
A: Mostly around my house, but sometimes on my iPhone or iPad if I am travelling :) If you mean format, then usually DVD and online. And, because I know how bad the industry can be, I try to stay away from free sites. I know that most of them are safe, but I would much rather support the artist. And yes, pornography is an art. So is eroticism.

Q: How much of your HDD is sexual content?
A: I would need to add them all up, but easily 100+GB.

Q: How do you know so much about the adult industry?
A: I know I never show it, but I do know a LOT about the industry. As a model, I tend to make a lot of friends in the industry in my travels, and they tell me about what they do. Really, if you ever meet a girl working in the industry, listen to what she has to say. But, the best source I have of both the best and worst of the industry is my sister, Vanessa. She was a porn star and erotic model, and saw everything from being able to live in a beachside 3-story house and drive a Bentley to being mocked, beaten, raped, and misused.

Q: You're a pretty girl, but do you ever worry about someone sexually assaulting you?
A: Not anymore. Very briefly as I hate talking about it, I was raped by my best friend's brother. After that, not only did he serve time in prison, but I am now fully qualified to carry a concealed Colt .45 and can legally use it in cases of extreme attacks, such as rape, as long as it can be proven. I also learned basic martial arts and know how to keep myself safe.

Q: What music do you listen to?
A: I know, normally this would not belong in a post like this, but for me it does. The background music for erotic and some pornographic films is really good :)

Q: What is the hottest thing you can imagine?
A: Two redhead girls making out. So hot.

Q: How loud are you in bed?
A: As with any woman, it depends on what is going on. Calm, slow sex is actually a really good way to make me fall asleep. Rough, fast sex does just the opposite.

Q: Why did you do this?
A: I thought it would be fun and interesting :)

So there you go. Everything you may have never wanted to know about me :) There were more questions, but I am less comfortable answering them. Please, if you have any more questions, there is a comment section :)

Laska!
~V

Thursday, May 2, 2013

Recent News

Originally I was thinking of answering a lot of questions I've been getting, mainly because most of them were about sex and I love talking about sex. But, then I saw that I have not said a word here in months!! So, instead here are some random updates!

First, I am really excited to say that I actually took the time to compile an extended play! An EP is like a music album, but shorter. I'm not selling it or anything; it's really more for friends. I've already sent it to a few people, but you can click here to download it. Who better friend can I have than the friends that read this blog and the rest of the internet? One note about it is that it is Czech. Czech lyrics, Czech people involved (aside from a few loving friends who know a lot more about certain instruments than I do), traditional Czech modes - you get the idea. Hope you like it!! Oh, and I know that some of the tracks totally don't sounds like the same person. I blame my mastering engineer, because it all sounded right before she got them. haha!

I learned that people can't understand that you can smoke and be a model and vocalist. Since I've been doing some BTS stuff with my modeling career, I've been known to get a little stressed out (literally, just a little). I know it's not the best thing, but when I get anxious or stressed, I tend to smoke a cigarette. It's nothing bad as I might have one a month or so, but it helps.

Anyway, I was outside smoking, and one of the crew noticed. Since I'm also a model, he was confused because he thought that your body tends to deform when you smoke. This is true, but only in much larger doses. He started saying various things to me, most of them along the lines of "if you're going to be a smoker you shouldn't be a model."

I tried to ignore him, but it was hard, so when he left I started singing a little. Singing also helps. Not surprisingly, he heard, and so I had to explain to him that I barely smoke and that what he was talking about happening won't happen to me. I don't actually know that, but it made him quiet and he left.

This little story also continues with something else I learned: having a nice car gives you a sort of power. After the shoot, I guess he thought he would be nice and apologize. I was happy, of course, so we made up and everything was good. We were talking when I stopped at my car - which, this day, happened to be my Ferrari. He asked me why I was leaning on it, and the owner wouldn't be happy if he saw me. I told him it was mine, flashed the key (which I don't think is actually a key, but it is similar), and he was immediately quiet, with this dull look on his face and his mouth slightly open.

Eventually he said he was sorry, and if there was anything he could do I should just ask. Moral of the story? My dad must have been planning when he got me this, because this isn't the first time something similar to this has happened. Thank you dad!!

Speaking of Ferrari's, have you seen the new LaFerrari? It makes my 458 sound like a toy!!

Also in modeling news, though on a much brighter note, I might be doing a fashion shoot which requires some nude exposure! I won't try to translate the email because I know I will mess up something important, but my agent emailed me about a possible fashion shoot where the 'fashion' would actually have an exposed breast and partial midriff. I told her that I totally cool with doing that, but I didn't tell her what I am about to say:

I actually have a lot of experience being shot nude or exposed, but it isn't for erotic reasons. Morgan Thomas, my best friend and photographer, lives with me. She is also mischievous and always has a camera around her neck, so even at the most random times (say, getting out of bed, in the shower, at pretty much any time of day) she will take a few pictures of me. Normally this would just be annoying, but I found that she's actually managed to shoot me nude or exposed a LOT.

When I learned this, I decided that instead of being mean (because I found that, no matter how much I hate saying things like this, I'm kind of hot nude), I asked her to do a nude shoot with me. We did, and it was AWESOME!!! Since then (and that was a few years ago), we've done that a lot, just for fun. There's a very strange but amazing feeling when I'm nude in front of the camera. Now there's a very large folder on her computer of just me naked (mostly because she takes really big uncompressed pictures).

So anyway, now that you know that little bit of my personal life, you can see why I said yes to this opportunity. I just hope that I don't totally break down if/when the time comes. After 7 years of modeling, that would be really embarrassing.

There's a lot more I could talk about (3 months covers a long time, really), but I think I will just stop there. I'll call this post "recent news" because all of this mostly happened in the last few weeks ;-)

Laska!!
~V (I think I'll start doing this instead of Claire S. I have my reasons)

For future reference, when you pronounce my name and you aren't a really close friend, my name is pronounced with the 'V' being like a 'W', so it's more like Weronica than Veronica. Weird, I know.

Monday, February 11, 2013

Going Home

I haven't blogged in a month and a half, so I thought I would play catch-up. In the last few weeks I've been kind of lazy, which I found was a very bad idea. My agency knew I was on vacation here in Spain, and even though I told them I would be back on the 22nd this month, I got an email asking where I was about a week ago. Little did I know, my agent had scheduled a shoot with me, and she didn't tell me.

To make up for this, Morgan and I decided to get out and shoot two sets. Thankfully, Morgan has her good camera with her, meaning we could take pro-quality poster-sized shots. Seriously, raw pictures are crystal-clear 10.7MP just for normal shots, more expensive shoots are up to 30MP or more! Sorry, that's just a really big picture to me.

Anyways, we compiled and emailed the shots yesterday. These were completely uncalled-for shots, and I really don't think my agent was expecting them because she replied back with praise and thanks. I was worried because you normally wouldn't submit shoots outside of what you are assigned, but she seemed pleased.

The point I'm getting at here is that I'll be flying back to Prague Friday and meeting with my agent on Monday. Hopefully Morgan and I will walk out with our jobs. I worry too much, I think :\ I'm still young (20 is young still, right?), but I really don't know what I would do if I wasn't a model. This is my dream job.

Laska!
Claire S.

Monday, December 31, 2012

Happy New Year!

It's actually been the new year here for a few hours now, but I just woke up :)

20 years ago today, my parents got a neat New Year's gift: me! Yes, I really was born January 1st. Such luck has followed me throughout life leading up to my life now, which I couldn't ask for anything more. Well, maybe a small portable heater. Even in Spain it's a little cold. haha!

I do not have much of an idea for a Resolution per se, so I guess I'll just strive to be a happier person! Given the fact that I have depression (which is mostly subdued anyway), this is a step in the right direction!

Have an awesome day everyone!
-Claire S.

Oh, and a special shout-out to one of my best friends (and certainly my best guy friend) Devin for telling me happy birthday literally as I was waking up. Forever and always <3

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

A Very Merry Christmas

So my friend Candice (the friend who I am staying with) asked me if I wanted to go back to her friend's house in Spain (the mainland, not Ibiza) for a little Christmas party. I said sure, of course, but I got waaay more than I thought I would.

I mean that in a good way. I actually got something that most people don't get in their lifetime: a Christmas Orgy!!

Yeah I couldn't think of a better way to introduce that. But it was super awesome and fun, and before you start saying I shouldn't do that and/or I'm a whore, you should probably know several things about sex and me:
1) I've been deathly afraid of it since I was about 16 and almost never do it
2) Sex is very healthy for you
3) I knew everyone there
4) I've been having anxiety problems recently which this totally helped to relieve
5) Regular or hard sex helps you in many ways, from stronger immune systems to healthier figures (both are useful given my profession and how health relates to it)
6) It can make you feel better, both physically and emotionally (the latter is especially helpful for a girl with depression)
7) Best of all, I'm happy about it!

And, if you really know me, you know I could easily triple that number of replies :)

And, on top of that, we all had an awesome meal (hours before, of course) and TONS of fun and laughter, mainly because we were with friends and having a good time (even excluding the awesome orgy). AND (I can just keep going haha) nothing went wrong! Like at all! No drugs, violence (well, maybe a little, but in a good way), alcohol...

...Really the only problem I have is I need to replace my awesome pink shirt again. I always get the exact same one because it is always the most comfortable shirt I have ever owned, but it never takes well to bodily fluids. I don't know why.

Amo! Y Feliz Navidad!!
Claire S.

PS Why is Google telling me to say happy birthday to people I don't know? Maybe they added me on G+, I don't know.

PPS Yes I speak Spanish too. I have to, along with the other languages I know well enough to communicate like a foreigner (which I am).